soaring

All I want to do is "just fly away".

The ability to be able to leave any situation, the ability of being able to just "fly" but rather than run. Because when one runs they are only hiding still staying on the same surface unable to achieve greatness. Rather than the ability to fly, where one is able to fly anywhere, anyplace or even anytime they choose.

Why do I want to fly, I want to fly because I want understand my past better to be able to finally understand who I really am.

As of recently, I have just discovered that it wasn't my mom who wanted to leave but my grandma who wanted my mom to leave of the reason of that she never took care of me and cared more about her family in china. Why am I ranting, because I need to unleash all these bottled up feeling. Wher at one point I'll be see free from my past and purist my greatness or "happyness"

But all I want is just for these feelings to go away because they are the reason why I've been set back so much.

So listen to these beatboys and free my soul. All I want is to rock and roll and drift away.

Away to a place of haven...