So this is it?

This is the end of regents week ehh?
It seemed to go by so fast. It seemed like as if only been 2 days has passed by, because I guess those were the only "good" days.
Well last night, I had this weird dream bloggie, maybe you'll understand it.

Well it started off great, everything seemed fine, then it went terribly wrong. It felt as if i lost everything i ever cared about. It felt as if the blood in my heart was pouring out drip by drip, until it was dry then it was pull out. It felt as if i have lost all hope. Towards the end of the dream i've become death. and blind and that when i woke up, and it felt so real. people say dreams are a foreshadow of a person's life, is this what is planned for me? Is this my destiny to lose everything i have, to become a miserable man always in pain?

Well now at least i have memories, and hopefully they'll never leave me. Hopefully i'll make even better ones and hopefully i'll have my heart again. So then i can love once again, but as for now, i'm just an emotional-less person always in pain.


Pain doesn't hurt........ when its all you ever felt.